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What am I, but a speck of dust I was in love, you were in lust You were the one, that I could trust At least, I thought, that you were just. A mirage of lies, was my demise I wasn't worthy to be seen by eyes A monster, a failure, I shouldn't have tried To have a queen, made as my bride I apologize, for the waste of your time I wish I could call this a victimless crime But in the end I am broken, a man past his prime Who's locked away, keyless, alone in his mind.

But a slight shred is left, of my little mind It's taken control, and left me behind I've tried to go back, but have been undermined I feel like I'm trapped, in my head I'm confined Where is the light, where has it gone? Where are the voices rejoicing in song? I know now I'm trapped, I know something's wrong I'm having delusions of death all day long I take my leave, into the abyss Know that wherever I go you'll be missed My last request would be for a wish That none of it happened, and that I vanish..

Serrated blades, hidden in her words, they part the flesh again cleaving ties, that once upheld, our threads of love and then Maintaining lies, apologized, like ink without the pen What a prize, tears in my eyes, you were my only friend The fire burns, I feel the sear, the pain is evermore For this you'll die, but first you'll cry, until your heart is sore I couldn't try, harder than I, did in this broken war It's over now, I'll take my bow, and resume just like before

The captain of an empty ship, The crew imaginary I've tried too hard for far too long, this frosty january Drop the sails, and we shall drift, to somewhere ordinary Where we can be ourselves for once, and you will be my luminary Alone at last, alone at last, but I am with myself Although at times, I have to question, what is mental health? Is that me inside my head? Or the puppet on the shelf I'm not sure, I wonder now, the answer lies in stealth

A blazing knight, a steel resolve, before my ground was shaken A sudden blight, consumes my mind, I must have been mistaken Losing sight, now that she's gone, I feel I've been forsaken Terrors tonight, nightmarish thoughts, from which I can't awaken The battle lost, the war is over, my armor has been weakened I feel the frost, the light goes dim, I fear I have been beaten At every cost, I've tried my best, in spite of odds uneven Our swords have crossed, I could not win, I'm left without a reason

A waste of time, I have become, although it's nothing new Worthless words, and much time spent, it was all for you Pointless now, why am I here, my end is overdue I must give up, I've lost my cause, no point in being true Isolate, close me in, let silence fill the air Reality, is but a dream, without a soul to share Asking how, I could allow, myself to ever care There was no point, I notice now, you were never there

I spare no costs, determined to prevail I stand my ground, their advance to no avail Task set into motion, their plans will be derailed A fortress of the mind, I turn their faces pale Glorious the feeling, to walk the complex path Refusal to succumb, to the demon's mighty wrath Overzealous now, I raise my shield and laugh For I have slain the vicious beast, victorious at last

A lady of the evening, the brothel her foundation All too obvious, this harlot's affiliation And here they sit, her audience gives ovation Every peering eye, displaying their fixation Soon enough, she'll see the truth, at last once and for all That every thing she thought she knew, now she can't recall Lost and blind, twisted path, now she starts to crawl You know I could have helped you, but you brushed me to the wall

Gray the sky, who once shone blue Tides arise, and cleanse these wounds Take me under, and keep me glued Steal my breath, give me my doom There's blood in the water, they start to swarm Feed on me, I will not scorn I ask for relief, I ask for more Bury me, on the ocean floor

Again they draw near, the shadows have come to claim They ask for a soul, and it's owner, my name Despair has engulfed, what's left of this brain Cast into limbo, yet still feeling pain I cannot escape, the labyrinth has consumed Every memory and desire, that I once knew Hopeless now, could this be true? Forever lost, with a blinding white view